"It’s not about what you’re capable of, it’s about what you are willing to endure."
"I am fearfully unstable. I pass from hot to cold in an instant, without any reason […] And yet your caring for me as you do almost overwhelms me. It is so real, and so strange. Why should you? What am I really except a pleasant attractive creature?"
"i fall apart every once in a while.
it takes a few days, sometimes weeks,
to pick up the pieces from the blast.
shards and fragments of myself strewn
over everything i love and hate -
lost and found.
forgive me, darling; please be patient -
i am too often blind in the darkness
that looms over me after i drop it all."